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Birthday: 2/6/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: um when im not working or schooling i enjoy the outdoors, driving, coconuts and palm trees and really i just like ot do anything that is not work or school realated
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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AIM:  IamInTheBandRoom
Member Since:
6/2/2004
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| Waldo in helvetica
It's probably not a normal urge for a 25 year old grown women to have, but I desire waldo. I want to spend hours, maybe days looking through waldo books and listening to the Beatles. It's also probably not normal to watch an entire hour on PBS on the popular use of helvetica in topography for the soul use of subliminal messaging.
I will not go into detail about something that happened last Saturday, because I regard privacy to be of value, but I have never been able to dually identify/not identify with the same person at the same time. It was a jolly good time though.. I felt in the presence of completely good people and reliable fun.
Lately, weekends have been pretty much the same in a regular, kinda marhsmallowy-gooeyness kinda way. We've hit museums, malls, park, festivals, parades, etc... it's been good.
I've thought a lot about the up coming year and how much hope I have for it. Good ridden to this stinkin year. It was full of loss and disappointment. Of course there was some goodness... but it's very easy for the badness to overshadow the goodness and obliterate any trace of hope.
I was also very very lazy this year and under-motivated right after the second week of student teaching.... reality HAS most definitely set in... not that it ever hadn't.
One last thought.... If you knew that ONE good, but so not worth any of the consequences that followed it thing/action/event, completely ruined/destroyed and devastatingly modified things... would you have done it? For the event that I am thinking of... I would say NO immediately... but at the same time... maybe the best is yet to come... maybe things are still in the "waiting" green room of thought or process of the event's entirety or of life in general... let me spell it out... what I mean is... (hypothetical) If I need a new... leg... because I got into an accident because I got run over by a car because I was showing off for Leonardo DiCaprio (hey I could be 13 again) and now the Drs say I will never walk again.... maybe in the future I will NEVER even sit again... but in my future I might also run a marathon... and run a record... they say attitude is EVERYTHING... I believe that's one of the one things we do have complete control of... so maybe my best is yet to come... but it still makes me regretful | | |
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| example of guys i meet
just a sample of conversations that guys have with me... and people wonder why i have trust issues....
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him is available 9:25 pm
hi
so what do you do?
hiya
hi
for work or in general
work
i am a substitute teacher/tutor
u
journalist
that's cool
whatta ya write
i write about music.
oh that's neat
what kind of music do you prefer
rock, indie, pop, country.
electro
rap, soul, oldies, classic
all kinds
ah a variety
you?
what genre u prefer to write about
i write more about the industry
I like a little of everything... but I really like classic rock
but i do lots of different types of writing -- features, news stories, reviews, q&a's, etc.
souds fun
sounds
i dabbled with writing in my undergrad for my school's paper
but only for a year
why'd you join okc?
one night i was bored and needing an out from writing a really looooooooooooong paper
urself?
i'm looking to date, like i said. are you?
i think I am
i just got dumped in July
nice
and I have a crazy schedule
ok
so I dont think a lot og guys would deal with me
lol
yeah, i like a lot of focus.
focus on a relationship or in life?
on me.
hehege most guys do
yup.
but some girls are like that
I'm not
alright, then there's no reason for me to talk.
ok good wishes
I'm glad I didnt get to the picture part..... | | |
| BOOTS
Everyone is wearing boots or heavy shoes... yippy... autumn is just jolly. I'm kinda happy it's been raining... not a bad thing... my presentaition to the cantonese parents went really well considering and my partner was AWESOME.. finally someone who works like I do.. HARD... I always get stuck with a clique or lazy people... mom even took a copy of our handout to work and they enjoyed it.
Haven't really been out lately... more just a cycle of work, school, home, sleep, work , tutor, home, sleep etc. But, I am ok with that... kinda burnt out a little on ignorant and selfish people...
We went to Oktoberfest in Torrance on Saturday.. was fun.. new building is really nice.... Jeremy danced a lot.. we then went to Redondo beach... played games, walked, looked at waves... fun
I've been working a lot lately.. mix of elementary, middle and special ed.... good little groups... tired though...
Peopleofwalmart.com has really helped me a little this week... sometimes ya just need that... | | |
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but.... I'm ok...
My last entry was a complete plethora of crap. I really hope no one actually took the time to explore it or really digest it... not that people take me seriously.HEHE. Anyway.. August is no longer my favorite month and October is now.. for now. School is actually pretty easy... it's all a bunch of busy work and application. I don't feel like I am learning anything really all that new. I'm taking educational research and emergent literacy. I am actually excited about the presentation that I am giving on Saturday. I really enjoy odd or weird stuff. Work is ok.. I am having a blast in the classrooms and am keeping plenty busy. Yesterday I really got an "up" that I needed and I don't wanna get really excited yet... but maybe.. soon. Just keep your fingers crossed for me. Family is ok.. nothin really new there. I'm seeing a lot more extended family and more often with the tutoring of my cousins. I figured I'm tutoring a 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, and 8 grade students... 2 7ths... but ya... two hours of math is always a ton of fun. People are such stiffs in my research class... maybe it's the stress level of all well-being atm.. Who knows? Not sure what to really write about... maybe that's a good thing. Wanna get coffee but I dont wanna stay up all night.. I'm actually gonna work tomorrow =-). | | |
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